Lunar Eclipse

i cannot believe i locked a customer in the fitting rooms -.- 

bought my self a

bat wing chiffon dress
urban decay naked eye pallet 2
and black thigh high socks.

first time i spoiled myself within 3 months.  

and my low iron and vitamin D gives me no motivation at all. makes me want to sleep all day long . fuck you iron and vitamin D 

feel like going for runs and losing weight again. i’m 55kg. i want to go back down to 50kg. or less. but scared to go for a run because people will see me -.- and laugh at me -.- 

desperate need of new clothes. but no. i’m saving up for a car D= 

my eyebrows are turning into fucking gorillas! need to get this shit tamed! asap!  

i don’t want to be feeling this way anymore :(.

breathless all of the time, and tired all of the time. i just want to get better! for fuck sakes. 

it was a nice day today. couldn’t bring myself to go out there though. so low on energy.

it’s sunny today, i shall get some vitamin D into me today. like what the doctors said i should do. 

my first shift today … late 20 minutes. that was scary -.- 

and still shocked and scared because of tonight.