bought my self a
bat wing chiffon dress
urban decay naked eye pallet 2
and black thigh high socks.
first time i spoiled myself within 3 months.
and my low iron and vitamin D gives me no motivation at all. makes me want to sleep all day long . fuck you iron and vitamin D
feel like going for runs and losing weight again. i’m 55kg. i want to go back down to 50kg. or less. but scared to go for a run because people will see me -.- and laugh at me -.-
i don’t want to be feeling this way anymore :(.
breathless all of the time, and tired all of the time. i just want to get better! for fuck sakes.